Confused @.@

confused about career choices..
recently i got a job at a clothing store..
i felt really excited n nervous durin the 1st day..
little did i know it was a true nightmare..
they have so many rules n regulations..tht it was jz in-hospitable
meanin a really bad environment..
durin work hours..they would keep our handphones..as this prevents any loss or theft
then hair muz b neat n gel up! which i find kinda stupid
inside the shop there is 6 cameras watchin all the way frm KL
the shop has to be clean coz its black n white..every corner mz b dust-free!!
durin the 1st day they ask us to memorize every single item in the shop
we were given a piece of paper n pen..to jote down every thing..item name. barcode. price!
it was jz horrible..
bt after the first 2 days..i kinda gt used to it..
still hatin it ya..bt its still a job..

nw i hav another option..my frens are workin at a shop
selling ice-cream..it sounds fun! n interesting!
n my fren asked me whether i wanted to work with him..
i mean its great to work with friends n all..
n we get to keep our handphones..
n we get to see kids..children buyin ice-cream..
bt then here's the cons..
we have to wear uniforms!! n a cap!!
n every1 tht passes by..we have to shout HI
to kinda catch their attention...
its really a public area alrd
compared to where i'm workin nw..
heee..

so here we are..back to square one..
thinkin n considering..
confused..n unsure..
for me..its simple..
there's oni 2 things..i wanna do
leave my hair...n wear wateva i want..
izit so hard?
apparently so...
ppl owiz emphasize on grooming..n proper uniforms..
its jz so stupid..
who cares wad u wear..as long as u cn do the job..idiots!
y wanna look lik shit n serve ppl
don't make any sense
when u cn look great n giv better service..
employers..really have to consider their employees' feelings..
haixx..

decision decisions!
2ml oni make up my mind la..

On and Off days..

I read somewhere that negative thinking cn lead to depression
and that to counter this..one has to work to be happy and positive
yea~ if u wanna stay positive..u gotta do something..
dun jz sit there n dream of a "maybe" or "If"
for me..i like to sing and listen to music whenever i'm bored
haha..ya i might nt sound good bt it helps..
if i'm feelin down..i would eat some chocolates or ice-cream
hehe..if tht doesn't help..then sleep is the best remedy~
hahaha....

okay~ nw here's wads really been goin on
i have an exam on friday~
looking for a job~
home-based most of the time~
hahaha..
well..i'm contempted to stayin at home..
it doesn't bother me much..
on the plus side..i cn save money~
i dun wanna work in a hotel!!
well at least not yet
its kinda boring..
so thats y i'm lookin for a job somewhere else
in the mean time...
exam was suppose to be on tuesday bt postpone to friday
haihh...waste more time..

Embrace everyday as it is different..
Work out any problems rationally..
Live happy with no regrets..


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