Enjoyable days...

Lately been feelin great..
even though i've been home-based for days
haha..
bt somehow i juz feel con tempted and balanced..
its a feelin of satisfaction whereby i dun wish for more or less
where i'm jz happy wit what i have..n nth can bring me down..
Hmm..
could use some new songs though..
kinda bored of the old ones..
hahaha..
Other than that, i'm still job-less
haha..bt hopefully things will change soon...
i've also learnt a lot about myself given the unlimited hours...
mostly bad attributes..example
i'm impatient..stubborn..naive..a hopeless dreamer...sometimes egotistical jerk
well..hope to change frm nw on
kinda wish i was still a kid..
in the sense that.. i am truly who i am..
and life was all so so simple..haha
Lastly, i've made up my mind..
n i'm gonna stay determine this time..n nt be clouded n confused
wish me luck^^ for a great future..career wise

Till next time^^
Signin Off~

Mould-ing*

haihhzzzz..
wit so much free time comes so much thoughts
well..i'm feelin much better than b4
haha..
nt so negative nymore
bt on the other hand..
its so boring!!
stayin home most of the time...
kinda anti-gurney nw
mz change mall d..hahah
queensbay~ lolx
anyways..i dun feel lik workin so soon
bt my parents are lik so concern
every nite there will always b a conversation about work work work
i.e: any news? found a job yet?
zzz...
guess there's only one thing to worry bout
since alrd finish studies..
WORK!!
haizz...
besides that..everythings great..
sleep..eat..tv..comp...simple
kinda miss hiking..bt so lazy to hike..n i can't possibly lose any more weight..
ahaha...

Signin out~

Indescribable feelings~

Feelin abit out of place..emo
thinking abt love n hw its jz a sick game
that i dun wanna play no more..
wondering whether u like me as much as i like u
wondering if ur ignorance is a sign
y do u get close when u want to n avoid me the next time..
y can u make me feel happy one day n depressed the next..
i'm sick n tired of playin around...
ain't lovin anybody no more..
u cn play all u want..
coz i can't wait for u now nor ever..
its time to move on..

i shud realize by now
that i'm truly blessed with everything i could possibly need
whereas love is but a want..a desire
which will never be..
erasing all memories n moments tht lead no where
wads the use remembering something so pointless..

going through this life alone..solo..
i dun need your help
i can get by juz fine..
as i always have..
its best u dun appear before me again