Indescribable feelings~

Feelin abit out of place..emo
thinking abt love n hw its jz a sick game
that i dun wanna play no more..
wondering whether u like me as much as i like u
wondering if ur ignorance is a sign
y do u get close when u want to n avoid me the next time..
y can u make me feel happy one day n depressed the next..
i'm sick n tired of playin around...
ain't lovin anybody no more..
u cn play all u want..
coz i can't wait for u now nor ever..
its time to move on..

i shud realize by now
that i'm truly blessed with everything i could possibly need
whereas love is but a want..a desire
which will never be..
erasing all memories n moments tht lead no where
wads the use remembering something so pointless..

going through this life alone..solo..
i dun need your help
i can get by juz fine..
as i always have..
its best u dun appear before me again