Saturday, May 23, 2009

sick & tired...

Disappointed..disappointed..disappointed
tsk tsk tsk~~
where shud i start...
hw bout the fact that i dun hav any true friends...
haixx...its so hard to find friends that are reliable...yes REALIABLE!!
jz for a movie or even dinner?? i'm nt askin for the world k!
all i can hear is excuses after excuses...
so so sick n tired of all this shit!
if its not excuses then its something else..
lik being stood up or havin to wait lik forever!!
or the fact that some jz forget abt the plans..
real fucked up!!
if u dun want to be my friend then get the hell outa my life..
right nw i'm jz so sick of it!!
everytime i ask someone out..its always no or a million excuses
n when finally go out..its nt much of a good time..
then..when ppl ask me out..i'm always available..
mayb i'm jz TOO reliable..

Right Now..i'm jz pissed..
its better if i do the things i wan alone..
dun giv a shit anymore
if i wanna catch a flick..i'll go by myself..
if i'm hungry~ eat by myself
dun need any idiot to accompany me..
if being my friend is such a BURDEN to u
then jz stop calling!!
really sick n tired~
best is those tht jz answer u laz min..really great job~
applaud ur effort...
new life lesson...never make someone a priority when ur only their option!!!
ahh~ feel so much better nw..
gonna hav fun on my own..
save time save money..
n best of all i cn do whatever i feel lik doin...coz some ppl are jz no fun at all
alrite~ thats all i cn puke out for nw~

Signin Off~

Friday, May 22, 2009

busy busy busy~

pheww..finally have some time to write here
hahaha...
well these past two weeks, i've been workin~
yes working!!
at a hotel..dowan say out later ppl come find me
hahah...anyways its been a really challenging 2 weeks
first of all..learnin the system..the procedures
meeting new colleagues..
dealing wit guests....pheww
the first 2 days was quite hard..
din knw anything..n so many things to learn
tiring..n headache..
bt nw..things are much better
gettin use to the environment here
learned a lot frm my colleagues..
they taught me hw to check-in n check-out..hehe
nw shud b okay la~ somethings still nt sure bt learnin as i go
best thing is get 2 off days
so nice^^
the hotel also provide training for staff..which is very useful
its lik an exposure to the hotel culture..
n also a way to motivate staff to work harder
after the 1st session..it was really motivating..for me
felt lik everything is possible..really thank them for this motivation
the second training was today..n again it was fun..
coz no need work~ can eat~ n sit~
hehe..bt was motivating..n encouraging..
also picked up some valuable lessons in life
n ppl in general..

hmm..personal side..
well..i feel okay i guess..
sure..some things happened..
bt its uncontrollable n here's wad i learnt
10% represents the things in life tht we hav no control over
90% is how we respond to tht 10%
really make sense huh~
so basically things we can't control..dun bother thinkin abt it
jz try to find the best solution n go on with life..
life definitely has its up n downs..
i mean u can't hav a good day everyday~ can u?
there will b times where things do not go according to plan
bt hw we react to tht is important
so right nw..i'm tryin to stay positive...
let go of the things i hav no control over...
n jz do my part..my resposibilities..my obligations

my motto in life is live for my family
and live for myself

other things in life are nt tht important
as for the future..its always a mystery~
its better a mystery~

till next time~
Signin Off~

Friday, May 8, 2009

lovely~

After thinkin it through...
things are startin to seem clearer + brighter
lately been havin some mind anxiety
mayb coz stay at home too much
bt nw all's good
i love stayin home^^
its the best place to be
feel so comfortable..safe..relaxed
sure..going out time to time is fun too
bt i cn safely say..i have no problem stayin home
nth much goin on other than the fact that
I found a JOB~ hee
a hotel job..
yea..startin monday..
wonder how tht will go
feel curious..n also excited..
n also nervous
well..its my laz weekend
wish me luck^^

Lookin back..2 years really flew by jz lik tht
i still rmb the 1st day of college
haha..n how it has changed everything
to be honest..i dun think the earlier me would
stand a chance...against all the challenges life has to offer
bt nw at least things are different..i'm different
time really flies..
miss those days gettin ready for class..
hangin out after class..
preparing for exams..haha
for some reason..feel so grown up~!
i'm oni 19!!! ahhh!!!
ohh well..life goes on~
till next time~

Signin Off~